“How vain it is to sit down to write
when you have not stood up to live.”
Henry David Thoreau
when you have not stood up to live.”
Henry David Thoreau
One day I
decided to live. I've always written but until that point I felt trapped.
Somewhere during my entrapment I realized that my tools of escape were always
with me. They were the words that danced in my head. They were the characters
that forged their way and made their own stories and created their own scenes.
And for them to be free, I had to first allow myself to roam and experience and
LIVE.
No longer
could I let fear of acceptance and failure, rule or guide me. I had to learn to
allow myself to experience the path as it was laid out and not worry about the
road ahead. I had to make up in my mind to smell every rose and risk being
stung by quite a few bees. It wasn’t walking blindly but walking wide eyed and
alert.
I no longer
remember, with clarity, how it felt before I lived but I do know that I made a
good choice. The words on the paper have also begun to live and they thank me,
because I gave them life. But I thank them because they helped me to live.
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